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Jalsa, Mumbai                      Aug 15,  2020                   Sat 9:48 PM 

The discomfort of an incomplete Blog haunts .. it distracts .. brings an unpleasant thought despite the poor rest .. 

Rest shall be overcome hopefully , but the connect cannot .. 

There is desire to be lounged as the day progresses , to be in the laze , spend some more time with the self .. but the promise to be back pushes you out to the page to the desk to the attraction of sharing and so ..

… here ..

Many books and articles and columns  .. that are of an unawareness to me , and never have been given attention , are brought in notice and one is filled with the embarrassment of their praise and accolade ridden expression ..

It has never been an attraction for me , for there is so much space to be filled with the need for knowledge for the betterment for the knowing of many more such in not just the profession but in the leading of life as such .. 

Surrounded as it is with the many facets to pursue , the many learnings to acquire the causes to pursue and to work in its improvement , paucity of time and considered concentrated attention is the failing .. 

Failing cannot be an excuse .. it should be one that spurs you with the resolve to correct, admit mistake , an attempt to improve .. but to pursue .. to keep riding that raunchy horse .. to pull in the reins .. caress the body with the warmth of care .. grip the belly with the legs of confidence .. never hurting the being with the spurred boots .. but gently giving the indicate of which way the ride be performed .. in the trot or gallop , or that gentle statuesque walk .. graceful , dignified in respect and admired .. to the destination of desire ..

When the rhythm of performance is destroyed , by the continued and altering feed ins of information , of how the conduct be , of running the element without being the rider in the hold of the reins per se .. your rhythm as you match the movement of the steed , lifting your body on the strength of the heels on the stirrup .. swaying the upper in the sway of the movement below .. feeling the match of the four legged in the advancement .. then ..

Then shall be a fall .. 

You ride the steed .. if the steed rides you and you are in uncontrolled match with it .. there is and shall be unmistakable misconduct disagreed perform ..

If life has to be lived in such fashion - the choice being independent of circumstances - be blessed , and in the courage of personal decision .. which is also an acceptable form .. 

But if conducted and professed .. then the diligent follow of the procedure needs the required approach ..

Oh dear .. I speak too much in the season of celebration .. in the festive spirit of rejoicing .. in the lights of deliverance of the victory over evil .. 

May be I be that evil .. that intruder .. that unaccomplished .. that known nothing .. 

.. and for that I beg forgiveness ..

Non reciprocation never has meant non acceptance .. 

The own capacity and gesture of it differs with each .. each have differed opinion structure and breathing .. they could reach out a finger or hand of acceptance and may not be in the comfort of an embrace .. 

The embrace may and could be the reciprocation to be expected .. for one ..

But for the other there cannot be the firmed and formed indication of what has been stretched out .. for them it could mean that their side of the river flows well .. and the currents across are strong and worthy .. 

.. understanding ..

.. understanding .. the most misused word in the dictionary of understood relations .. the view of one , may never see the bright hills and dales of the other .. but to insist that they are not there is fallacy .. is a .. 🤣 a misunderstanding !!

.. you can and will accept affection .. and at times its many shades .. that is a privilege and an honour for one that has never expected that to be .. 

.. it is the reciprocation that brings doubts .. in the other .. and the allusions that develop thereafter .. 

.. simplify they say .. be in exclusion of the many .. 

easy to express and suggest .. very difficult to follow ..

.. that you follow  .. is my blessing .. my undeserved deserving .. one that I shall never know its how and why and wherefore ..

.. the light and the subject shall ever be in abstract over flashed negative printing .. seen but unseen in its detail ..

Amitabh Bachchan

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